Ecstasy
آن یکی نغمهِ جانکاه تانی به درون دایرهِ حصرِ وجود
شوقِ دیدار جفا بارقهِ جهد خطا سفسطه در طالع بود
The tune and melody, the chirp and calling swings and secludes, the yearning and desire, the crave and covet captures and mesmerizes, while the observations and contemplations stumble and blunder.
The tune and melody, the tumble and stumble, or the staggers and slips deploy and adopt spoil and shrivel, the shortening and decay, or adeptness and adroitness of scaping the essence and peduncle the deceive.
When, the spurious and contrived capitulations, the specious and fallacious commissions and commencing of convictions, the passion, fervor, and verdict, or the faith and belief gesture and salute.
The chirp and calling, the hinderances and encumberments, or the thwarts and deterrence blemish and blight, ignoring and defying the desire, while eluding and surrender to the echo and vibrance of the illusion haunts and roams the occasions.
The delay, loitering, and discard, the fling and toss, the dispose and reject, recirculation, dissemination, and disruption, the spurious and convicted capitulations and the agony, the torment, and the anguish to reverberates and resonates.
The apprehension and incarceration of thoughts and deliberations, the appeasement, pacification, and mollification take precedence, preference, and primacy within the ambiance and passion, the empathy and the essence of one’s core and gist, the crux and heart, and the marrow of admirations and approvals.
It is the circle and sphere of belongings, the horizons and skies of internal appeals, implores, and intreats, the captivation of yearnings and pleas that restricts and curbs, and impedes and inhibits the formation, disposition, and founding of the pavement of deliberations and intentions. The irony and paradox, the contrariness and sardonicism to implicate and accuse.
The longing and eagerness, the formation of avidity and voracity, and the thirst and desire, albeit mesmeric and compelling, the grip and enthrall, and the attempt and aspire earnestness, sincerity, and authenticity, the command and clutch, sway and swing, and mastery and comprehension of proliferation, the spread and excess, have exacerbated, embittered, and inflamed the intents and objectives.
The aftermath and sequel, the concern and corollary has been reversed, retreated, and repealed. The joy and bliss, pearl and pride, and the ecstasy and elation of the pave and path of dedication and devotion, the charm and gem of belonging and intimacy, the imminence and propinquity have been devolving involuntarily and inadvertently embodying, exemplifying, and symbolizing insufficiency, the absence and paucity of pseudo poise and conviction. The scantiness and meagerness depicting, portraying, and revealing myth and fabrication of persuasion, passion, and faith have been dispersed, dissolved, and disappeared.
Hence, was it the ploy of mind, the maneuver of the deeds, or the schemes of unknowns, the nonentities, mysteries, myths, or the decay persuasion, decline of dedication, and the crumble of motivation which have formed the moments, arisen the mirage, or twisted the deliberations and judgements.
Was it the agony or the torment of excess and spare, the supererogatory and superfluous precautious and circumspect that has overwhelmed the trend of belonging and intimacy, or was it the scantiness and copiousness of the diversities and adoptions to have influenced the journey and voyage, the expedition and excursion of inadequacy, the meagerness and scantiness.
Then, the ploy, maneuvers, and schemes, the thunders, booms, and rumbles reverberate, resound, and resonate. The feelings, presentiments, and motions, the sentiments, ambiances, and sensations to embrace, cuddle, and clinch, to hug, grasp, and clasp you abandons and vacates, deserts and halts the rejuvenation, the rebirth and revival of the inner core, the heart and nucleus of liveliness, and the hub and crux of coagulation and coalescence of maturation, the transposition and transformation.
When the proliferation of the ecstasy, the elation of empathy and humanity, and the rapture of glee and bliss, the contentment and capture of the sprint and essence abandons and forsakes the destiny and the internment of intent and resolve. Once, remainder and balance, and oddments and remnants intolerably and excruciatingly linger and endure obstinate, tenacious, and obdurate obstacles and hinderances to defy the fate and fortune of fulfillment, joy and nirvana, and serenity and content.
در رقم گفته و پندار برازنده وز آن سحر ترنم پرداز
کرد و کردار کژی پوچ و تهی گشته ز پیمان صعود
Contemplations and deliberations, the inspirations and reflections sway and veer, the thoughts and notions, meditations and ruminations wobble, totter, and stager, the fascination, captivation, and attraction lurch and lean. The augmentation, escalation, and intensification, the virtues and merits, pros and pluses astound and amaze, the zigzags, rotates and swags flabbergast and stun.
While, the songs and jingles, chants and chirrups reverberate the moments, membranes of obduracy and obstinacy echo and recoil, resist and ricochet. The self-erected persistence and tenacity shambles, ambles, and wanders, the lark, caper, and adventure of judgmental circumferences, peripherals of bending bounds, and believes and assumptions, the deductions and presumptions tailor and mount.
Is it the vastness of roves and ventures, the immensity of proffer and propound, or the enormity of myths and tales? Is it the inclination and keenness, quickness and promptness, or the alacrity and eagerness to validate and warrant? Or, is it the crosscuts and detours, diversions and deviations, or the thwarts and frustrations that erect and pledge, or recruit and instigate?
The contemplations and deliberations, the prospects of capture and instigate, prompt and originate marches, tramps, and trudges while the perception and conceptualization coagulate and congeal, with harmony and congruence to depictions and delineations, the demarcations, allocations, and delimitations seeking brave, daring, and enduring stabs and cracks, the splits and snaps to recompense and reimburse fissures and fractures.
The songs and jingles, cues, and recaps of the breath, grasp, and reach. The scope and range, capacity and sense, the grip and seizure of the harmony and coherence of existence, the congruence and concord of proliferation of seizure and appropriation, reveal and divulge, and bare and unveil the essence of livelihood, content, and gratification.
Then the dawn of mystery and magic, the rise of allure and glamor emergence, advent, and arrival twinkle, glimmer, and sparkle.
The moment and instance have hustle and hurry to emerge and fade, the haze and miasma overwhelm and empower, engulf and crush, while being left over and abandoned. The purpose, dedication and devotion, the tenacity and rationale have become vaporized, brunt, and burned.
The left over and abandonment, the hesitation and vacillation, or the ambivalence and prevarication, are the senses and sanities, denotations and implications wavered and perturbed, dithered and hesitated, or the short sightedness, and voracity, the avarice and avidity wielded and exerted?
Voracity and avidity reimburse and reward the void and arrogance, the abyss and hollowness, to spread and invade furiously and ferociously, to evade and dodge the resistance and defiance, forbearance, and endurance, while drawing tracks and trails to the mere barrenness and desolation, and when, propagating and proliferating curiously and bizarrely, the blast and surge, the gain and gush, merely by tiptoeing and slipping, to endorse and ratify astound, daze, and overwhelm.
The dilemma, impasse, and quandary, the shock, jolt, and blow, and the surprise, stun, and amaze, then the queries, inquests, and inquisitions, the inward and innermost sentiments, options, and thoughts, to pinpoint, recognize, and ascertain the intent, absorbed, and committed aftermath and sequels, the consequences and conclusion that had been muddled, confused, and fuddled.
The gradual move, plodding passage, and the sneaky influence, the arrogance and egotism, ascendancy and predominance, condescension and superciliousness rage and rant, and fulminate and fume, whereas the agony, sorrow and suffering proliferate and blossom.
Is the decided route, the perceived itinerary, or the depicted course and avenue, the passage, development, and progress meander, bend, and twist to ensue and tail, or shadow and stalk the eminence and prominence of deviance and digression?
Or, the esteem and respect, the regard and reverence, the urge to participate and promote, the desire to sponsor and dominate prospects have been decimated and obliterated. The moments and instants, the jiffies and minutes to jab, poke, and prod the predicaments, jams, and quandaries capitulate and succumb to arrogance and conceit, deploy and adopt to them astutely, the steer, drive, the urge and allure are sited and sit within grasp and dive.
Awe and wonder, sorrow and torment, the oath and promise, the vow and pledge has been ignored and neglected, disused and deserted, or avoided and abandoned, the aspirations, ambitions, and desires had been decimated and demolished.
The moments and jitters though pass by, toss and fling, and hurl and hit, still stipulate and demand, claim and command, and impose and dictate their content and gist, the substance and subject to be formed and shaped, and bent and twisted to reflect and replicate, to ponder and exhibit stewardship, the berth and billet attempted for.
The berth and billet, the accommodator and obliger of promise and pledge, the host and essence of compere and present, and the horde and myriads of gestures and gratitude open its wings and twigs to expand the horizons of alertness and carefulness, the vastness of the circumstances and contingencies, and to spread and cultivate the arenas and meadows of substance and constituent, the elements and components of elevation and surge.
وه نما شاهد میعاد تو منقوش نگه روشن بیدار ضمیر
بس قفا خدعه به منظور و قدم سایه تمنای خمود
Skyline, the vista and landscape, the outlook, panorama, and seascape, prompt and elicit, educe and draw the confidences and enigmas, riddles and surprises, and the paradoxes and conundrums of the existence and liveliness, the incarnation and quintessence of the soul and being, verve and vivacity, and the exuberance and scintillate.
The rays of glitter, the beams of dazzle, the glimmers of glamor, and the traces, flickers, and sparklers of dazzle and shimmer, visible, pointed, and discernable to the striving eyes, thirsty glares, affected questers, and the blooming brilliances maneuver, contrive, and beguile their presence, the company and occurrences, the aura of their existence, and their untarnished promise of yearn and yield.
Bundles made of beams of ebullience, the bounciness and joviality, and the torso of heart abundant and brimful by exultation and ravishment echoes and ricochets the boundaries and precinct of presumption and assertion. Wholly and entirety to succumb, yield, and submit to the sacred and revered essence of exertion, strain, and strive.
The pursuance and acquirement of surreptitious and furtive murmurs and hums, the mumbles and mutters of the surroundings, the milieus and contexts, chirps, and tweets, and peeps and peeks stagger and flabbergast, moments of flummoxes, the mystification and bewilderment take over, demanding and pleading for participation and partaking.
The birds, canaries, the messengers and heralds of rise and ascent, and climb and upsurge, spread their wings, inhale and respire the air, the aura of shattering and crashing the dwindles and declines, inebriated and soaring seamlessly to a depicted point and site, summit and apex of the boundless sky, the simmering souls of swelled and enflamed hearts.
The tendency, propensity, and leaning, proclivity, inclination, and affinity, to feel and touch you, to sense and caress you, vehemently invoke and appeal, incite and remind, the capitulation and surrender stipulate and command. Still, the raise of intents, breed of insights, and appeal and plea to the core and crux of the thoughts, the inspirations and beliefs ponder and excogitate.
Still, your reach and range, your grasp and seize, the sensation and perception of your proximity and nearness evolve and tramp shallowly, the roam and rumble endure and persist in the shadow of hesitance and aversion. The earnestness and solemnity have been evaded and eluded, or rebuffed and refused, the sincere promises, heartfelt incitements, and earnest assertions have been despoiled and disrupted.
Still, the request and entreaty, plea and appeal simmer and rile, the entreaty not realized, the invitation not recognized, and the bewildered and dazed denotations and connotations muse and ponder, the pendulum sways and swings, and slants and staggers, befuddled and bemused adores and reveres the ride.
The passages, routes, and tracks, articles, clauses, and sections, the episodes, voyages, and exoduses were rickety and dubious. The weaves and meanders were overwhelming and crushing, interlaces and intertwines vexing and burdening, and lumbering and incumbering, junctures and crossings were hindering and hampering, and the moments and instants worrisome and perturbing.
Hindrances, deterrents, and obstructions, the constituents of the surroundings, essentials of milieus, or the inherent intentions and prospects, bounce and churn, jump and roil, and faze and toss. The intents, impairments, detriments, combined and conjoined with fascinations and enthrallments; the allures and absorptions’ hearts and hubs that rule the cosmos of confluence and ambiguity of the universe.
The passages and obstructions, hinderances and deterrents, and he conjoined fascinations and enthrallment spin and twirl the moments, the episode and voyages, intents and impairments ride and sour the occasions, and denotations and connotations captivate and seed the contingents and occurrences.
The fabrication of the essence of livelihood and subsistence, the sustenance and existence, the ballet of luminary and personality intrigue and captivate the marvels and sensations of the astonishments and curiosities, and the sustainability of the marvels and incredulities, or the concert and recital of acclivity and ascent substantiate.
Authenticate and corroborate with the perpetuality, impermanence, ephemerality, and evanescence of the crossings and junctures to rise the tidal waves and surges, to accentuate the thoughts and instincts, and to elevate the expectations and projections. The credence and acceptance acquire and surmise conjectures of certainty and confidence, the conviction and faith compose and constitute the affiliation and connection of exclusivity and distinctness merely to the riddles and revelations of existence and viability.
It is the embarked upon doze and siesta, the snooze and kip that have unintendedly and unintentionally, adversely and unwittingly smeared and smudged the pearl and gem of inhabitance and cohabitation, the rays of yearning and desire have been plunged and plummeted, the yen and urge of the reach and lunge, the feel and fumble have been concealed and repressed within the boundaries of phobia, panic, and dread, the dismay and consternation have surmounted, conquered, and subjugated the arena of the profundity and perspicacity.
Last Update, September 8th, 2024
Initial Draft, to be completed.
© Alireza Bemanian, August 18 of 2024 (Author, Poet)
Reference: Link, The Original Poem (Persian/Farsi)